Lucky Ones.

"I spent a lot of time searching for 

affection in shallow spaces.

I give people bits of me they didn't deserve

and I let myself hurt,

because I thought that's what i deserved.

But once I let go

of trying to shove puzzle pieces

in places did not fit,

once I let go of all the hate

I secretly had stored in the gashes that decorate my heart,

I met you."