So sad that I completely shut down
(You never notice that)
Every night before my eyes close
I stare blankly at the wall
And it doesn't matter what you say to me
Because in that moment
I don't exist.
Because I've broken into pieces
Because the feeling is too hard
Because I've to accept the truth, bitter truth
Because I can wait you for minutes, hours, days, months & years
But you can't even wait me for 10 minutes.