Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you. Waiting for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart. For everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels. It feels like dying. You wear fake smile everyday when no one knows how exactly you really feel. Its hurts. Yes, it hurts much.
You hope that one day, there is a person who will end all these pains. The day that worth waiting after what you have been through. You hope. Yes, I hope.